Finally realised that I’ve made way too many mistakes to ever attempt to fix them. I’ve fucked up every step of the way and I can’t just go back and fix it. Nor can I change it now. If I knew then what i know now, things would be completely different. I wouldn’t have made any of the mistakes that I have. I wouldn’t know any of the people that I do now. I’d have made a conscious effort to fucking avoid you all.
I deserved better than what you gave me
I’m done fighting now. I can’t do it anymore. You want me, come find me. I’m too tired and it makes me too miserable.